She hears the words but they don't register, not when she's face to face with that thing wearing Coop's face like a mask. All she knows is that she can't fight him and she can't run and it's just like it was before because she's so fucking terrified. And she hates herself for her fear because it's what he wants and she just keeps giving it up to him again and again.

Then Roland is moving and the shots are so loud they rattle her bones. It's possible she screams, but she's not really sure because she can't hear anything over the ringing in her ears and she's tripping over herself as she stumbles back away from him. From all of it. Her back hitting a tree the only thing that keeps her from falling to the ground.

It's the grey spots dancing on the edge of her vision that make her realize she's hyperventilating and she's really not sure how to make herself stop. Especially because there is a tiny part of her that thinks it's a pretty reasonable response under the circumstances.